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Miss Understood

by Carolyn Wonderland

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Gonna tell my Momma, gonna tell my Pa Climb the highest mountain just to say to all of y’all I ain’t got long, I ain’t got long for this world That don’t worry me none, just a matter of being misunderstood Ain’t got no worries, ain’t got no tears Got pain and misery that go way beyond my years But I ain’t got long, ain’t got long for this world That don’t worry me none, just a matter of being misunderstood Sitting here reaching for words to say Steady here preaching while they call my soul away I ain’t got long, I ain’t got long for this world That don’t worry me none, just a matter of being misunderstood Steady here giving, steady here trying I’m steady here living just as surely as I’m dying I ain’t got long, I ain’t got long for this world That don’t worry me none, just a matter of being misunderstood
2.
I found the lions I escaped their jaws I kept a few of their teeth But I let them keep their claws I found the lions or maybe they found me Could have been bad luck Or it could have been my destiny I played dead But my pulse was too loud The hyenas giggled as the lions formed a crowd I played dead The buzzards in the tree Waited for the lions to make a meal out of me Don’t mess with the mighty mighty jungle Swim through the ocean Eat the fish in the sea Don’t mess with the mighty mighty jungle Because where you find the lions You will find me I found the lions I fell into their lair No one was there to help me No one was there to care I found the lions or maybe they found me When you stumble in the jungle It is all a mystery I played dead They tossed me around I kept one eye on the buzzards And the other on the ground I played dead My blood turned thin The hyenas giggled as the lions closed in Out of me out of me You’ll get a little grub A little bit of skin And a bone for the cub No monkey no beast No dinner no feast No flood of blood to say the least Out of me out of me You’ll come to find I’m the king of your state of mind Out of me out of me out of me you’ll get All that you will come to regret Don’t mess with the mighty mighty jungle Swim through the ocean Eat the fish in the sea Don’t mess with the mighty mighty jungle Because where you find the lions You will find me
3.
I’ve been a bad girl and I can’t deny I wish I was a bridesmaid instead of always the bride I’ve had good times and I’ve known pain But it’s hard to remember the things I can change Like feeling broke down, low down in high heel shoes I’ve got them good time bad girl blues I’ve been the bad girl in this little town I used to walk the tightwire Ended up with the clown I’ve known the bad boys and it bothers me some Not that it wasn’t real love But it wasn’t even much fun Like feeling broke down, low down in high heel shoes I’ve got them good time bad girl blues Well, I’ve drank and I’ve stole Danced on a pole Traded gifts given in life into dirt for money I’ve been the bad girl So I’ve been told Honey, I’ve been a lot of things Now I’m just growing old Holding on tightly to a long ago past Trying to tread lightly Fading out fast Like feeling broke down, low down in high heel shoes I’ve got them good time bad girl blues
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Walk On 03:58
Walk on if you want to Walk on if you can Walk on to a new life in a brand new land Walk on if you’re happy Walk on if you’re blue If you keep on walking there ain’t nothing you can’t do Walk on baby, Be strong When everything around you seems wrong, Walk on Walk on through the fire Walk on through the storm Walk on when it’s freezing, walk on when you’re warm Walk on past the warlords Walk on through the grief Walk on with a purpose, walk tall with your beliefs Walk on baby, Be strong When everything around you seems wrong, Walk on Walk on if you want to Walk on if you can Walk on to a new life in a brand new land Walk on if you’re happy Walk on if you’re blue If you keep on walking there ain’t nothing you can’t do Walk on baby, Be strong When everything around you seems wrong, Walk on
5.
Did you ever take a look to see who's left around? Everyone I thought was cool is six feet under ground They tried to get me lots of times and now they're coming after you I got out and now I'm here to say Baby you can get out too I'm still alive and well I'm still alive and well Every now and then its kind of hard to tell But I'm still alive and well When I think about the past it only brings me down Let's make love in the grass while the sun is shining down It feels so good your long blond hair Makes me wiggle way down low Make me shake make the whole earth quake so everyone will know That I'm still alive and well I'm still alive and well Every now and then its kind of hard to tell But I'm still alive and well
6.
I’ve got a long long way to go The soothsayers all tell me so I’ve got a big steaming cup of get up and go I’ve got a long long way to go Yesterday is a memory Tomorrow’s never ours to see As I walk through this life I know I’m never alone When all we have is the air we breathe The here and now and the things we leave As for me I know I’ve got a long way to go I’ve got a leaky old boat to row Such a long a way to go If I keep you in my sight, I just might make shore I’ve got a long long way to go
7.
No, I don’t want to fall for you There’s everything I would rather do We’re doomed from the start So darlin’, just let go of my heart No, I don’t want to fall it’s true You’ve got your life and I’ve got my thoughts of you So I don’t want to fall for you Unless there’s a slight possibility That you may one day fall for me and even then there’s a million reasons why We should pretend that when we meet sparks don’t fly No I don’t want to fall for you
8.
Heard the one about your woman Lord, she's been messing 'round She's been stepping out on the street Lord, she's been hanging out Ain't nobody had her yet this week but it won't take long Lord, lord, there's trouble in the city Lord, lord, there's trouble in the city Lord, lord, there's trouble in the city And I hope it won't mess with me Walking downtown the other day A man put a gun in my back "Give me all you've got or I'll blow you away That's a fact, Jack" Woe me, misery, too much been going down Lord, lord, there's trouble in the city Lord, lord, there's trouble in the city Lord, lord, there's trouble in the city And I hope it won't mess with me Catch the next train out of here Goodbye, I'll see you, so long Time was I could face it here That was a long time ago When I leave, I'll leave you very low Next time you won't see me at all Lord, lord, there's trouble in the city Lord, lord, there's trouble in the city Lord, lord, there's trouble in the city And I hope it won't mess with me
9.
I throw my love against the wall I watch it slide as it falls and i think to myself what did you do that for I walk away I hear sweet things that you say and then I turn around and I come back for more I throw my love against the wall again and again I throw my love against the wall That seems to be my fate It keeps me up and walkin' through these nights I have come to hate You can turn somethin' into nothin' at all and you can make a big thing out of somethin' real small I throw my love against the wall again again I throw my love against the wall again again I threw my love one time to many I used to have friends now I don't have any Who will listen to me I'm feelin' all alone It's like I got no choice, I gotta hear your voice I don't like to see what you bring out in me I throw my love and i wait by the phone I throw my love against the wall again again I throw my love against the wall again again
10.
I live alone with someone We share a one bed room His shoes are in the corner Where they were this afternoon Empty dishes in the cupboard at least they can feel use But I live alone with someone ‘Cause together’s just a ruse I live alone with someone ‘Cause together is just a ruse Now you don’t need me at all But I’d sure love to need you You’ve got your own shiny horn and you don’t even have to toot You’re just as fine dressed in rags As you are in a three piece suit No, you don’t need me at all But I’d sure love to need you You don’t need me at all But I’d sure love to need you
11.
Well it’s a cold, cold shallow lake It rests lower and lower and lower each year The only water that’s reached down to kiss the earth Comes down hard in the form of salt filled tears For the farmer and his children as they ready for the fall But doesn’t anybody here remember It’s the farmer feeds us all It’s a long walk home through empty fields The wind carries the fruitless seed for miles on it’s way Not since the dustbowl have we felt this forsaken In the land of plenty when so little comes down this way For the farmer and his children as they ready for the fall But doesn’t anybody here remember It’s the farmer feeds us all
12.
“Ain’t no use in me cryin no more.” She says, “My own tears just make me sicker.” So she took twenty dollars and she left for the store To find faith in the form of cheap liquor “I have only been drunk for four years” she would joke, “Since I was twenty-one” But there’s no one to talk to in the check out line Nobody to share in the fun She says, “Lord, I don’t want to give up I just need a reason for trying. So hide me away in the jungle now, Lord Before they feed me to the lions. Yeah, before they feed me to the lions.” On her drive home she was thinking How he’d finally crossed that line She snuck in and packed up one suitcase quickly Before she changed her mind She left him no note, no, no nothing Placed the bottle between her knees At a red light she unscrewed the Thunderbird To have it ready in case of need She says, “Lord, I don’t want to give up I just need a reason for trying. So hide me away in the jungle now, Lord Before they feed me to the lions. Yeah, before they feed me to the lions.” One night on the town is just tease enough The open road it’s calling She buys one more drink with the change in her purse Gets the rest from a man who calls her Darling Thinking about him, it ain’t hard to do The hard part is keeping from crying With friends all around she retreats to the car To sleep off intentions of flying She says, Lord, I don’t want to give up I just need a reason for trying. So hide me away in the jungle now, Lord Before they feed me to the lions. Yeah, before they feed me to the lions.

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released February 5, 2008

Produced by Ray Benson
Recorded, Mixed & Mastered by Adam Odor, Cris Burns and Sam Seifert
Assistant Engineer: Will Armstrong
Recorded at Bismeaux Studio in Austin, TX
www.bismeauxstudio.com
Cover photo: Ed Verosky
All other photos: Todd V. Wolfson
Art Direction & Design: Dick Reeves and Heather Hill

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Carolyn Wonderland Austin, Texas

Since her first professional gig at age 15, Texas’ Carolyn Wonderland has never stopped singing and playing. Her music mixes searing electric blues, heartfelt ballads, cosmic country and buoyant Tex-Mex. Every song is fueled by Wonderland’s forceful yet melodic Texas-flavored guitar work and her full-throated, soulful vocals. And she has a knack for writing songs that sound like instant classics. ... more

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